愿随心飞 starberry星星堂

这样的日子,这样的心情,我们婉转地飞过...
跑啊跑阿,跳啊跳啊,走啊走啊,我们一直在moving on~~

 
starberry @ 2008-07-31 09:17

把今天当明天过,明天的这个时候,会不会为了今天的某件事而懊恼呢?



 
starberry @ 2008-07-30 09:01


windy其实就是风的意思,wendy也是风的意思,像风一样自由,快乐奔放。



 
starberry @ 2008-07-28 14:14

 说到年轮,一股历史感扑面而来,而我,就这么站在周末的尾巴上突来一股沧桑之感。周末by周末,生活按照自己的逻辑滚滚而来,而生活中的我们被随波席卷而去,不自自知,也无能为力。就算记着流水帐般的日志,小心翼翼地数着日子过,日历表里的数字总是在俯仰间变了天地。

周五晚上老亨同学伙同几个Intern,我伙同了小马、皮皮和小蓓,大家在周末最贵的时段跑到雍和宫钱柜K歌。九点半一晃就到了十二点,时间跟人民币一样飞逝而过。几乎唱遍了每一首能哼上一哼的英文歌,大家跑调地跑调,哼哼地哼哼,一派欢乐和谐。
 
是夜,三人留宿小蓓家,夜谈不久皆困乏,和衣睡也。
 
翌日,日升三尺有人声,晨练者也,遂起。三人齐奔小笼包,憨食甚欢,各归其处于正午。 然与白公、张公火锅餐聚于崇文金山城,后乘地轨南下,至刘家窑。初至马家,乏甚,遂斗地主,数局毕, 老亨携Barbara至。五人赴菜场,鲜蔬瓜果,一一买之,乐而归。小马厨艺展示高,小刘飞刀技更强。^_^ 锅碗瓢盆曲一首,美事飘香人人赞。饭儿香瓜儿甜,肚圆而归。
 
周日,Lei携老亨购机于海淀,后聚I-chun and Rina于大望路,夜乘月色,咏而归。晨吾微恙,居于家,日毕,携丹赴审美,发而归。
 
转眼又回到周一的办公室,不禁感慨:生活就是浩渺无际的海洋,我们每个人都似鱼儿游荡其中,却无法把握周身命运个人际遇,但却总要那么一直地游啊游……

 
脑海跳过一幅“苍然白发,颓乎其中者”的太守醉酒图,风华正茂风度翩翩的才子也会老去,介乎仕途发达庙堂之高以外的太守,也只是一个苍然白发的老人而已。“临溪而渔,溪深而鱼肥;酿泉为酒,泉香而酒冽”,这是活在当下的潜台词,青春奔放的年纪里“花开堪折直须折”。总是觉得自己在挥霍青春,因为比之前辈,比之同侪,这还是一段太多需要充实的人生,而当前的生活轨迹很好地验证了“今朝有酒今朝醉”的迷离虚浮。很佩服小蓓同学的勇气,放下眼前的一切奔赴香港读硕士,俨然这也是自己某阶段的图谋,为何看到事情真实发生了,自己却不那么肯定,最近的,不远的,或遥远的某一个时刻,自己也会毅然决然地放弃,再选择吗?
 
“环滁皆山也。其西南诸峰,林壑尤美。望之蔚然而深秀者,琅琊也。山行六七里,渐闻水声潺潺,而泄出于两峰之间者,酿泉也。峰回路转,有亭翼然临于泉上者,醉翁亭也。作亭者谁?山之僧智仙也。名之者谁?太守自谓也。太守与客来饮于此,饮少辄醉,而年又最高,故自号曰“醉翁”也。醉翁之意不在酒,在乎山水之间也。山水之乐,得之心而寓之酒也。
 
  若夫日出而林霏开,云归而岩穴暝,晦明变化者,山间之朝暮也。野芳发而幽香,佳木秀而繁阴,风霜高洁,水落而石出者,山间之四时也。朝而往,暮而归,四时之景不同,而乐亦无穷也。
 
  至于负者歌于滁,行者休于树,前者呼,后者应,伛偻提携,往来而不绝者,滁人游也。临溪而渔,溪深而鱼肥;酿泉为酒,泉香而酒冽;山肴野蔌,杂然而前陈者,太守宴也。宴酣之乐,非丝非竹,射者中,弈者胜,觥筹交错,坐起而喧哗者,众宾欢也。苍然白发,颓乎其中者,太守醉也。
 
  已而夕阳在山,人影散乱,太守归而宾客从也。树林阴翳,鸣声上下,游人去而禽鸟乐也。然而禽鸟知山林之乐,而不知人之乐;人知从太守游而乐,而不知太守之乐其乐也。醉能同其乐,醒能述其文者,太守也。太守谓谁?庐陵欧阳修也。”
 



 
starberry @ 2008-07-27 19:39

The Ugly Duckling 丑小鸭的故事 
                         Hans Christian Andersen
安徒生

The countryside was lovely. It was summer. The wheat was golden and the oats were still green. The hay was stacked in the low-lying meadows. There lay great woods around the fields and meadows. There were deep lakes in the midst of the woods. In the sunniest spot stood an old mansion surrounded by a deep moat. Great leaves grew from the vines on the walls of the house right down to the water's edge. Some of the leaves were so big that a child could use them as an umbrella.
 
In the depths of a forest a duck was sitting in her nest. Her little ducklings were about to be hatched. At last one egg after another began to crack." Cheep, cheep!" the ducklings said." Quack, quack!" said the duck.
"How big the world is!" said all the young ones.
 
乡村真美。此时正值夏季,田里的小麦都呈现金黄色而燕麦依然青绿。干草被堆放在低洼的草地上,广阔的树林围绕着田野和草地,树林的中央有多处深邃的湖泊,在阳光最充足的地方矗立着一栋老旧的大宅邸。这栋宅邸被一条深长的壕沟所包围,茂盛的叶子从这栋房子干部上的藤蔓往下长,延伸到河水的边缘。其中有一些叶子很大,小孩子可以拿它们来当雨伞。
 
在森林的深处有一只母鸭子坐在她的巢中,她的小鸭子们即将孵出来。终于蛋一个接一个地开始裂了。“吱,吱!”小鸭们叫着。“呱,呱!”母鸭回道。“这个世界好大啊!”小鸭子异口同声道。
 
But the biggest egg was still there. And then she settled herself on the nest again.
"Well, how are you getting on?" said an old duck who came to pay her a visit.
"This egg is taking such a long time," answered the sitting duck." The shell will not crack, but the others are the finest ducklings. They are like their father."
"Let me look at the egg which won't crack," said the old duck." You may be sitting on a turkey's egg! I have been cheated like that once. Yes. it's a turkey's egg! You had better leave it alone and teach the other children to swim."
"I will sit on it a little longer."
 
但最大的蛋依旧在那儿,于是她又再坐回她的巢中。一只年长的鸭子过来拜访她说:“喂!你近来可好吗?”坐着的母鸭回答说:“这枚蛋花了很长的时间,壳偏偏还不裂开,不过其他的小鸭都是最完美的鸭子,他们很像他们的爸爸。”年长的鸭子说:“让我看看那枚不会裂开的蛋,你或许是坐在一枚火鸡的蛋上!我曾经像那样被骗过一次。不错,那是火鸡的蛋!你最好不要管它,去教其它的小鸭游泳吧。”“我要再多坐一会儿。”

At last the big egg cracked. How big and ugly the baby was! " That is a very big duckling." she said,
"None of the others look like that. Can he be a turkey's chick? I will soon find out. I will make him go into water." The next day the mother duck with her family went down to the moat. She said, and one duckling jumped in after another. The big ugly one swam about with them." No, that is no turkey," she said," Quack, quack! Now come with me and I will take you into the world. Keep close to me all the time. Be careful of the cat!"The first day passed, and everything was fine.  
 
终于这枚巨蛋裂开了。这小子可真是又大又丑!她说:“那是一只非常巨大的鸭子,其他的小鸭没有一只看起来像他一样。他会是火鸡的孩子吗?我会尽快查清楚,我将叫他下水去。”隔天这只母鸭带着她的一家人走到壕沟。她跳入水中,“呱,呱,”她说,小鸭们一只接一只地跳进河里。这只又大又丑的鸭子跟着他们一起游来游去,她说:“不是的,那不是火鸡。呱,呱!现在跟我来,我将带你们去参观这个世界,要一直靠近我并小心猫!”第一天过去了,一切都还顺利。
 
Afterwards, matters grew worse and worse. The poor duckling was chased and harassed by all the ducklings because he was very ugly. The ducks bit him, the hens pecked him. and the girl who fed them kicked him aside. Then he ran off and soon came to a great marsh where the wild ducks lived. He was so tired and miserable that he stayed there the whole night. In the morning the wild ducks flew up to see their new friend." You are very ugly," said the wild ducks," but that does not matter to us." He stayed there two whole days . And then two wild geese came. Just at that moment the sound of "Bang! Bang!" was heard, and both the wild geese fell dead among the reeds. It was a terrible shock to the poor duckling.
 
之后,事情愈来愈糟。这只可怜的小鸭被所有的小鸭追逐和骚扰,因为他长得很丑。大鸭们咬他,母鸡们啄他,而喂食他们的女孩把他踢到旁边去。于是他离家出走,不久就来到一片野鸭住的广阔沼泽。他双疲倦又痛苦,因此他整晚都在那里。早上这群野鸭们飞来看他们的新朋友。这些野鸭说:“你长得非常丑,但那对我们来说无所谓。”他在那里整整待了两天,然后有两只野雁飞过来。就在那个时候,他听到“砰!砰!”的声音,那两只野雁摔落在芦苇丛中死了。对这只可怜的小鸭子来说,那是一项很可怕的冲击。

A big dog appeared close beside him. He showed his sharp teeth and went on without touching him."Oh, thank Heaven! I am so ugly that even the dog won't bite me!" sighed the duckling. In the evening he reached a little cottage where an old woman lived with her cat and her hen. Her eyesight was not good, and she thought the duckling was a fat duck. "I will be rich if I have duck eggs," she said.So she took in the duckling for three weeks, but he laid no eggs.The cat was the master of the house and the hen was the mistress.
 
一只巨大的狗出现在他的身边,离他很近。这只狗露出锐利的牙齿,继续往前走,没有碰他。这只小鸭叹息说:“哦,谢谢老天爷!我是这么丑,因此连狗都不会咬我!”晚上他来到一间小屋。这间小屋住着一位老婆婆和她的猫及母鸡。她的视力不好,以为这只小鸭是一只肥鸭。她说:“要是我有了鸭蛋,我就发财了,”因此她留这只小鸭住了3个星期,但他并没有下蛋。这只猫是这间房子的主人,而这只母鸡是女主人。

"Can you lay eggs?" asked the hen.
"No," answered the duckling.
"Then you had better go out into the wide world," said the cat. So away went the duckling.
One evening the sun was just setting when a flock of beautiful large birds appeared out of the bushes.
The duckling thought," I've never seen anything so beautiful."

母鸡说:“你能不能下蛋呢?”
小鸭回答说:“不能。”
这只猫说:“那么你最好离开到外面广阔的世界去。”就这样这只小鸭离开了。
有一天晚上,太阳刚刚下山,此时有一群漂亮的大鸟从矮树丛飞出来。
小鸭心想:“我从来没有看过这么漂亮的东西。”
 
They were dazzlingly white with long necks. They were swans. He did not know what the birds were.
The winter was so bitterly cold that the duckling swam about in the water to keep himself from freezing.
The sun began to shine warmly again. The larks were singing and beautiful spring had come.
Then, all at once, the duckling raised his wings and they flapped with much greater strength than before.
Before he knew it, he found himself in a large garden where the apple trees were in full blossom and long branches of lilacs overhung the shores of the lake. Just in front of him he saw three beautiful white swans swimming towards him.
 
他们有长长的脖子,全身是令人眩目的白色。他们是天鹅,他并不知道这些鸟是什么鸟。冬天非常地寒冷刺骨,因此这只小鸭在水中游来游去以免冻僵了。太阳又开始温暖地照耀着,云雀在歌唱,美丽的春天已经来临了。突然这只小鸭举起他的翅膀,而翅膀拍动的力气要比以前大,不知不觉中,他发觉自己已置身在一座巨大的花园里,花园里的苹果树开满了花,紫丁香长长的枝桠垂挂在湖岸边。就在他的面前,他看到三只美丽的白天鹅向他游过来。
 
"I will fly to them and they will hack me to pieces because I am so ugly. But it doesn't matter. I would rather be killed by them than be bitten by the ducks or pecked by the hens." So he flew into the water and swam towards the swans. They saw him and darted towards him.
"Kill me! Oh, kill me!" said the poor duckling, and he waited for his death bowing his head towards the water. But what did he see in the clear water? He was no longer a dark gray ugly bird.
  
“我将朝他们飞去而他们将会把我劈成粉碎,因为我长得非常丑。不过没有关系,我宁愿被他们杀死也不愿被那些鸭子咬或是被那些母鸡啄。”因此他飞入水中朝这些天鹅游过去,他们看到他就向他冲过来。“杀死我吧,噢,杀死我吧!”可怜的小鸭说着朝水中低头,等待死亡的来临。但他在清澈的水中看到什么样了呢?

He was himself a swan!
Some children came into the garden with corn and pieces of bread, which they threw into the water.
The smallest child shouted with joy," There is a new one."The other children shouted, "Yes, a new one has come."
He said to himself,
"I never dreamed that I could be so happy when I was the ugly duckling!"

 

他不再是只黑灰丑陋的鸟,他竟然是一只天鹅!
有些小孩手拿玉米和面包来到这个花园,将这些东西投入水中。
最小的那个孩子兴高采烈地大叫:“有一只新来的天鹅。”
其他的孩子大叫:
“对啊!来了一只新的。”
他对着自己说:“当我是那只丑小鸭的时候,我从来也没梦想过我能够这么快乐!”
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丑小鸭的梦想激励了很多黑暗中挣扎的人, 凤凰涅盘火中重生,豁然开朗的另一番人生境界。
Then he felt quite ashamed, and hid his head under his wing; for he did not know what to do, he was so happy, and yet not at all proud. He had been persecuted and despised for his ugliness, and now he heard them say he was the most beautiful of all the birds. Even the elder-tree bent down its bows into the water before him, and the sun shone warm and bright. Then he rustled his feathers, curved his slender neck, and cried joyfully, from the depths of his heart, “I never dreamed of such happiness as this, while I was an ugly duckling.”



 
starberry @ 2008-07-24 10:27

地球有点热,大柳树有点热,总之是有点热。就在这个温温热热的早上,起了个大早。收拾了下小屋,发现窗台坚韧的小花又长出了绿油油的新叶,感动。

昨儿聚餐后跟chefin一起溜达到超市,买了很久没吃过的麦之乡切片,浓浓的麦香牛奶味道沁着大一初来北京总是吃不饱的回忆(二两米饭实在太少量,且馒头太小太迷你太不真实太贵),格外亲切。
 
奶香味的麦之乡,新鲜的大西红柿,还有同事从食堂帮忙带回来的温热的煮鸡蛋,构筑成了一幅美丽的早餐图画。只见偶手持小刀(该小刀功能强大,主用于杀瓜切果,防盗防身),右手切番茄,左手握鸡蛋,切好后心情大爽地放在去年小白同学送的圣诞节礼物粉可爱的汉堡饭盒里,转眼做好了土司番茄鸡蛋,心里一阵那个激动。(小孩,多容易满足阿!)

 
风卷残云后开始想为啥平时忽略了这种简单易得的快乐和满足。答案,起床太晚了。可能是大学生活晚睡晚起的作息,也可能是骨子里本不是个勤奋的人,反正就是很少早起床。原来一直在质疑日语系的同学早上六点钟起床去百家园晨读背单词的事,觉得很夸张,不起这么早,生活一样继续的。现在还是觉得惋惜,错失了那么多美好珍贵的早晨,酝酿一天的慵懒和迟钝,太不值得了。得到的容易,也就不去努力,所以错失了很多简单的快乐,人真的是个矛盾体。
 
想起《水的颜色》(The Color of Water)一书里面的犹太妈妈,任何条件下,她一直坚持鼓励自己的孩子们多学知识,不断进步。这种简单质朴的道理我们应该都是supposed懂的,但是,但是,有时候自以为懂得真的不等于懂得(难道是传说中的“略懂?……”),否则现在也不会如此汗颜。
 
想起昨天早晨总结出的惨痛教训来,解嘲地告诫自己:人生就像等公交车,当你发现时间不够的时候,已经打不到的了。(尤其是奥运期间单双号行车的早晨)
 
总结展望,starberry要做个早起快乐的人,在简单的生活节奏中书写着简单的快乐。



 
starberry @ 2008-07-23 14:08

看看海大的作品有一年了,前前后后,俨然一个老朋友,时不时地去晋江转转,偶遇便是惊喜。没有负担地追寻,像在看自己的作品,耐人寻味。木木、小白、小段,小宋,还有昙花一现却再也难以忘怀酒瞳红发的傻小子非钰。辗转凄迷的爱情曲调,勇敢去爱去受伤去追寻的坚韧之心,在一篇篇气壮山河的历史片段里起起落落,看得看的人跟着揪心地疼。
 
每一段情各是一番境界,情感酝酿纠结,久了,就是一坛坛历久弥新的酒,越是尘封忘记,一旦打开,就越发醇香迷醉,欲罢不能。四段纠葛,都散发着爱情难以割舍的华美,前世今生,孰去孰从,都将是曲哀伤缠绵的歌。(高人笔下的木槿)

 
非钰不会醒来了,小宋错过了美丽的开始,小白可否为了木木放下他那个天下,小段的痴情可是木木的真心所属?知道结局会是小白的,白虎被对手击倒在地的一刻,木仙不顾一切地奔向了他,宇宙银河,相知相守。

木木是幸福的,因为那些风风雨雨的年年岁岁中流淌着爱过的痕迹。



 
starberry @ 2008-07-22 13:12

夏天的气息里总是充满了生命的张力,最近对小花小草很是钟情。开门回家,扑面而来的一抹茉莉幽香提醒着我该给窗台上的小小人间浇水了。昨天下班再次路过花店,还是禁不住诱惑买了盆田园风的仿真花,可亲的店主MM还送了一束她自己搭配的鲜花小束,粉是喜欢。借着不甚明亮的光线试用了新手机的拍照功能,朦胧了点,但还是粉喜欢~粉喜欢吆~

有时候很想,变成窗台的那一束小花,对着阳光,默默开放。




脚步慢慢近了,交通出行要单双号,大马路上划出了奥运专线,地铁
10号线、奥运专线、机场线一齐开放了,北京的地铁也从原来的孤孤单单两条线变得星罗棋布煞有介事,进出京要考虑一定带好身份证,生怕一个不小心回不来了,进出小区门口每次要查出入证,连瓜果蔬菜的价格听说也因供应运输问题水涨船高了…..
 
上午刚参加了拉拉队培训,公平拉拉,文明拉拉,拒绝“京骂”,防暴防恐。鸟巢、水立方、国家大剧院、中央电视台一个个建筑硬件的落成让每一个中国人自豪万千,北京将在全世界面前展现一个民族和国家的峥嵘,全中国十多亿人民的期盼啊,马上就要在这里展开画卷,真心真心地祝愿,北京——每一个中国人的2008
 
我们静静地盼望着,盼望着。



 
starberry @ 2008-07-21 15:02

I love’ in this GAME!
近几个周末活动比较频繁,平时上班反衬地优哉游哉,怪哉吧。上周六部门work shop后,紧接着周日CS枪战在昌平开展,狐朋好友,工作同僚,还有几个第一天到中国就宿营在长城上晨归而来的法国友人,plus来自宝岛台湾的I-chun美眉,混搭的中法德组合很有一番特色的说。

 
随着战斗的继续大家的默契和战略慢慢成熟,主动权落到我方手中,印象最深刻的VIP保卫战中,LIU同学我再次充分发挥了放冷枪的特长,保卫VIP毫发无伤,坚持到战斗胜利; 攻击战中打掉对方VIP三条命;最后的遭遇巷战,成功干掉10个人,冲锋到革命最后的胜利!因此也被张姓某位电脑游戏中称强称霸现实战斗中差强人意的兄台披上了“女汉匪”的荣装,吼吼~看来革命后代的我身上还传承着祖辈战斗的痕迹,用上面兄台的话说,就是“有当土匪的潜质”,小亨同学还坚持建议我去参军,晕之,呵呵。 
 
Guillaume同学说Holiday is not for rest,这位一出机场他们就冲到箭扣长城,误入歧途翻下长城后还坚持在长城上过夜的兄台,从长城归来就带着满身的刮痕伤口直奔昌平赶赴了第二战场,疯子一样享受着自己的生活,假期的狂放。不得不说,这股精神很吓人。
 
一次活动的完美结局是一场丰盛的晚餐。齐聚昌平烤鱼,七手八脚补充完物质食粮后,就开始了海阔天空的闲聊……(画外音:多么和谐的画面啊~~)
 
Hiking on Great Wall
本着积极响应张老师户外运动的号召,周六携要哥、丹丹一起加入了Hendrik同学组织的长城徒步行活动。缆车到达金山岭,徒步翻越三十个烽火台来到司马台,过吊桥,搭绳索速滑,乘船而下。8个人的队伍一路走来,万里蜿蜒的长城,卖水的当地人,擦肩而过的玩友,一路同行的过客都是旅途中的风景。Starberry撒着欢儿,喝掉了3-4瓶冰水,快乐行走了4个多小时。面对祖国的大好河山,和形形色色的各色游客,自豪感也油然而生~这一砖一瓦的构筑,也是我们几千年文明的积淀,身为一个中国人,我们有足够的理由骄傲呵!
 


回到市区,四个饿鬼势不可挡地冲向了三环边上的汉拿山,低头一阵那个狂风暴雨地席卷后才一个个慢慢恢复了语言逻辑。Sigh~~~人是铁,饭是钢啊!饭后去了胡同里的“藏红花”,据说是个西班牙人开的酒吧的open ceremony。小小胡同里,不起眼的门脸,门口等待的我们,见证了左右穿梭的出租车、自驾车、摩托车、自行车将一大帮各国各色的人群很快纠集在这里。见到了传说中的雅萍JJ还有Stephane几位老朋友,吵闹的band音乐没有阻碍大家交流,各说各话的桌边旮旯聚集着形形色色的人们,这是个神奇的夜晚。
 
人群在午夜散去。从现在开始,奥运会机动车单双号的制度开始实行。奥运会就这么不远不近地来了。
 
周天一早,新手机到了!吼吼~终于还是买了Nokia N81
乘车进城的同时得知西藏旅游团已抵达拉萨,不知小白同学的苏杭一行进展顺利否了。。。纠结一起去新东安看了《赤壁》,感觉还不错,比自己预期要精彩,场面很宏大,战争场面很多,打斗个人秀比较多,有几句台词确实写得很搞笑啊!“我需要保持冷静”!“这你都懂?……略懂……”电影在娱乐大众,这个目的达到,也就成功了,还是很赞的片子哈。



 
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